the worlds most beautiful dress

And now it's mine!
Thank you, mom and dad!

Yeah, work it.

Feels so nice to be done!

So I'm done, I think. Every assignment, all of those that I cursed just a few weeks ago are now done! Just that last assignment in English that I'll be writing tomorrow morning.
Although I'm not pleased with my grades. I will talk to my dramateacher tomorrow, I'm hoping for a MVG since I won't be getting it in any other subject. I got a VG in both athletics and dance! I don't know what it is, they just say that I've been developing. "You've really been blossoming, Sally!". Apparently not enough! I really thought I had a chance in both those subjects, and in English but that has flown out the window.
It really sucks because everything is just going down, everyone else manage to get MVG's in all of their subjects and I hate to get that stupid VG! I want to be the best! Why can't they see how hard I'm trying?!

In a way i just want to study more, since I'm don't have a job this summer, and in another I just want to get the hell of there as quickly as possible. Envious of all those people graduating in just a week. I believe I just want it to be over...

I really shouldn't be having a blog

I'm just really bad at updating, I just like to read other blogs rather than my own. Well, at least there are some good things to mention.
De Geergymnasiet won the dogdeball yesterday at Gymnasieslaget. That our danceteam didn't won is just ridicoulus.
I passed Math B this year, feels amazing!
My MVG in English B has flown out of the window, bye bye!
I'm mostly home alone these days since mom and dad rather sleeps out on the countryside. I'm longing to live alone! (In a much smaller apartment since this is a bit scary when it gets dark. But if someones outside the window I apparently are dreaming. Not many people climb six floors up. Or do they?!)

I need more pictures and I think that I'll have some after tonight because we are going to Mirjam for a party tonight. And Linus and I were allowed to borrow mom's car so then I can bring my camera without having to carry everything around. My mom's great! Remember that!
Have a nice evening everybody. (I'll try)

English speaking and a motherfucking cock-sucking VG!

I got a straight VG on the English National tests. I was so angry and so disappointed, I really thought I had a chance at this! It's so irritating, I was 6 points from a MVG. Why didn't I pay more attention or just was better at it! And I know that writing will go really bad, it felt bad when I handed it in. We have the last test on friday, speaking. And I'm really nervous, nowadays my English speaking is so bad! I start to stutter and don't find the words, just gets quiet or let someone else speak instead. And I really want to impress my English teacher but I promise you I can kiss that MVG good-bye from now on.
I usually will try not to curse to much in English, because it's a bad habit and hard to get away. But right now I feel like this: FUCK!
Promise I won't say it anymore, Jesper.

One good thing is that I ran "Vårruset" two days ago and I managed to run the whole thing (5 km) nonstop on 35 minutes! I felt really energetic and just kept going. Drottninggatan was pretty tough, but still, it went fine. And then we got our delicious picnic basket. It was a really nice evening.

The premiere is on this sunday on the museum of art, I can't believe it. Right now I just like to get it overwith. My monologue is so long, it'll take forever!
Also there's nothing on TV anymore..

At least this cheers me up!

Girlfriend in a coma

Nowadays I really prefer reading English litterature and it feels nice now when there's a flow. I also feel like I'm doing something useful as well.
Right now we're reading an English novel in English class and I'm reading "Girlfriend in a coma" by Douglas Coupland. And it's really affecting me in  a way a book has never done before. I'm getting scared about falling in to a coma and never waking up again. Also this girl has a baby, while in her coma, and the story is told by her boyfriend who made her pregnant on their first try, in a ski hill!
I wished I had more time to read, I'm not even trough half of it. Also it needs to get done in a few weeks.
If you get some extra time, please read it. And in that case, in English.

Things are getting better...

Thank God, now most of the things for the shows at The museum of art. Our poster's done, shows and rehearsals might actually work, after all. Sure, we got a millions to do besides that, but at least most of the practical things are done. Good job, group!

Did you hear about Ola Lindholm? Would that man be taking drugs? The guy I remember from "Myror i brallan", one big profile for our youth, is taking drugs and getting caught? Personally I don't believe it, after reading his blog. http://www.olalindholm.blogspot.com/
He has an annoying voice and such, but still, I guess he his a good guy. He seemed nice, when he lead "Wildkids". After all, he was pretty much all over TV when we were younger...
Hope justice beats the falsehood.
Some of you might know that I'm trying to stay of sweets for a month and it's not going well. I'm cheating with other stuff than just candy. Everyone knows chocolate is my biggest desire and I'm having a hard time staying away from it, just because I got so much of my favourite chocolate at home after a big sale at Netto.
I really need to pull myself together, I'm acting ridiculously childish. I can live my life without it!
You know I weight 10 kg more when I started upper secondary school and I never want to get that big again. And for the record, I'm running "Vårruset" in one week. 5 km! We'll see how that'll turn out.

Keep staying healthy, and keep listen to Veronica Maggio!
"Satan i gatan", I love it!

Falsehood = osanning

There's a lot to do right now...

We just got this pile of assignments that needs to get done before summer. At least one thing in each subject, and every day from now on, I need to dedicate at least two hours to studying. No weekends from now on, this will be my fulltime job.
Here's what's needed to get done:

- Study math for national test
- Read an English novel
- Write an essay in social studies
- Study for English national tests
- Memorize and prepair the monologues
- Prepair for the Swedish report
- Study for the test in modern art
- Study for the test in social studies
- Study for the test in psychology
- Write the theatre diary
- Have a life!

If something comes up in athletics as well, I don't know what I'll do. It's crazy I tell you!

I better go study some math, translate some words into English and read "Girlfriend in a coma". It better be an exciting book, or else I don't know that to do.
Maybe I'll pop in some words of the day later, if there's time.
Bye bye, butterflies!